Hi everyone,

I haven't been on here for quite a long time now. I have had a lot of stuff going on in that time. I was in the hospital because I was cutting myself witha razor blade. That was a real low point in my life. I think it was so low I had road rash from dragging on the ground so low. Well anyway I was in the mental health unit of a hospital for 6 days. While I was there I was put on medication and had to talk to soooo amny people and had groups and sessions. Well I am doing really good now. But I got suspended from college because once I got out of the hospital I didn't want to go back to classes. I guess that was a concequence that I had to pay for doing a stupid thing like that. Another thing that happened was I am not doing that well with some of my family, they are mad at me because I didn't tell them that I was in the hospital until I was out of the hospital. I honestly didn't want any of my family to know what happened to me. Now this is another thing that I have to live with. Well I now have a boyfriend who I love a lot and who loves me a lot. He is always trying to help me when I have problems. My friends and family have also been there to really be supportive of me and I really appreciate it a lot. I love you all for everything that you have done and continue to do for me.

I will be writing more entries now that I am on more now.

Fil.